Are you looking for some sort of sign? Sometimes all you need is a little push to get you thinking.

Pick a card, any card...
Love?
Well... as they say:

"Good things take time and bad things waste it."
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The Lovers is all about harmony, trust, and the empowerment that comes from a healthy relationship. This seems to be what you want or what you think you need, but remember that the most important relationship you have is with yourself.
The Hermit is encouraging some contemplation and search for self. Stop looking for love just to say you have it, and think about how it’s going to benefit you. Are you really ready? Do you know what you’re looking for beyond an unrealistic ideal?
The Empress indicates beauty, abundance, and embracing one’s nature. Once you embrace yourself and you understand what kind of love is going to make you feel empowered, it’ll find you in an unexpected way.